How They Don't See Us
I.
On the beach the crows
hop and strut.
They seem oblivious
to the boats and Sea-Doos.
Occasionally, they will roost
in the willows
looking out, I presume,
for the dead.
Now one of them
lands on the railing outside my window.
I can’t see what he’s looking at
but it’s clearly not me.
II.
looking for not sure what
not even looking, really, just
open, waiting, not
even that--just a smell
draws me down to poke
in this seahay and gravel
toss aside a crushed plastic bottle
this saltscrubbed tampon
applicator and red ribbon
tangled up in a child’s
deflated birthday balloon this
smell
until the sound
of sand under a footstep
invests with fear a shape
in the far corner of my panoramic eye
and sends me up into a blue
I would find exhilarating
if I weren’t always looking not even
looking, really.
that smell.
III.
they go for the eyes
before it’s dead.